The only one who will ever know what it is that I really need... is me. And I did. So I won. And the prize is to get to breathe the air much more easily than before. That's quite a relief...!
So, I'm thinking about participating in NaNoDrawMo (drawing version of NaNoWriMo), if it still exists. Either way, I'm going to draw more... Well at least I'm still drawing! Bah!